By Kate Turk
“Good morning. Time to wake up,” Kramer melodically sang as he lightly shook Hailee’s and my tent.
Posing near the summit of Sentinel Peak, some 20 trail miles from any trailhead, with 360 degrees of mountain views. |
“Good morning. Time to wake up,” Kramer melodically sang as he lightly shook Hailee’s and my tent.
“Morning, Kramer,” we responded.
As Kramer moved on to the next tent to wake up our
neighbors, Hailee and I opened our eyes and unzipped our tent to expose the
beauty of Dose Meadows in the early morning sun. About 20 feet away from us was
a fawn among the Avalanche Lilies and Indian Paintbrushes, welcoming us to day
six of our adventure in the Olympic National Park.
We all looked forward to day six because it was the start
of the sunshine. After a few days of dreary rain and chilly nights, we were all
excited to lay our damp clothes on rocks to dry, put on shorts for the first
time, and soak up the rays.
Leaving the beautiful Dose Meadows on the morning of day 6 |
After our usual breakfast of oatmeal, granola, and nut butter, everyone simplified gear, packed lunches, smeared on sunscreen, and headed out to the trail.
The early part of the hike was spent under thick tree
cover accompanied by a few waterfalls alongside the trail. With 45 fewer pounds
on our backs, we all seemed to have springs in our steps, and with spirits
bright, we giggled all the way to the base of Hayden pass. At this base, we
could see snowy mountainsides and steep paths all the way up to Sentinel peak.
We resumed hiking and trekked up to Hayden pass,
occasionally using ice axes to stabilize ourselves while hiking on last
winter’s snowfall. At the top of Hayden Pass, Tim explained that we were about
20 miles away from a road, which gave me a sense of unease but also a sense of thrill.
The base of Hayden Pass |
Using ice axes to reach Hayden Pass |
After leaving Hayden Pass and trekking up to Sentinel Peak, it became abundantly clear that this so-called “rest” day would not be relaxing. The steep climb, sun beating down on our necks, and lack of a clear trail forced us to be acutely aware of our footing.
The scramble was very rocky, and there was far less vegetation than what we’d been used to. We only came across a few plant species, but they seemed more special because of how their bright, delicate parts juxtaposed the rocky, harsh, hillsides. We encountered one wildflower called Spreading Phlox (Phlox diffusa), which ended up being my favorite flower of the trip.
The fragrant spreading phlox, uniquely adapted to its alpine habitat (and it also occurs in the surprisingly similar habitats of the dry shrub-steppe of the lower east slopes of the Cascades). |
Finally, we reached the lower ridge of Sentinel, and embarked upon the last 300 feet up to the peak. The wind was forceful, and once we were at the top, the view was breathtaking. The sky was clear, and we could all see an incredible panorama showcasing Eel Glacier, Mount Olympus, Mount Anderson, and Mount Deception.
Lucas sits atop "the needlepoint" |
Piper's Bellflower, or Campanula piperi, is a species endemic to the Olympic Peninsula. Here, the flowers have not bloomed in its high-elevation habitat. |
Views from the top of Sentinel Peak:
A mountain hemlock, stunted by wind, a completely different growth form from some of the tall-growing specimens down in the valley. |
We all relaxed on the peak and grabbed our lunches from
our day packs. In the morning, Jacob, Hailee, and I had cooked two packs (which
equated to 10 servings) of tortellini, which typified our standard pasta-and-cheese-based
diet during the trip. We shoveled down our tortellini in complete bliss, but
couldn’t manage to finish all 10 servings. Tim, with his bottomless stomach,
coyly stated after finishing his own meal, “Well, I mean, if you don’t want the
rest of your pasta…”. His words can be directly translated to “OH YEAH BABY.
GIMMIE THAT TORTELLINI”.
In the middle of lunch, we heard a helicopter in the
park, and spotted it from afar. At first, we thought it was the goat survey. The helicopter flew
right between us and the other peaks, and then strangely landed on Mt. Anderson on a promontory above the Eel glacier. Five crew exited, and walked
around the glacier for 15 minutes. Then, they went right back into the chopper
and hovered below us over the Silt Creek valley, for what seemed like an eternity. Tim was suspicious of what they were doing (this was clearly not a NPS helicopter doing mountain goat surveys), and our photos later helped the NPS confirm that it was a military helicopter performing illegal maneuvers in the wilderness. [We recently learned the NPS is took disciplinary action against this helicopter and crew]. The presence of
the helicopter was a little shocking and disappointing, as it contrasted the pristine and natural
landscape surrounding us, that we had worked so hard to get to.
At 2:15, once we finished lunch, Tim told us we had
thirty minutes to reflect and write in our journals. Most of us stayed on the
peak, and I lay stomach-down on the rocky ground to write. The sun warmed my
black windbreaker, and the wind touched my skin softly. I felt so comfortable,
and as I wrote, I could feel myself sinking deeper and deeper into the into the
mountainside.
The group takes time to reflect in journals. Kate (on the far right) is completely asleep. |
All of a sudden, I awoke to a drool-covered hand and and
a partially finished reflection. Madeline, Lucas, and Maddy, who were sitting
right above me, giggled as I woke up in a daze. As I looked at my watch and saw
3:35, Madeline whispered, “it’s been an hour and a half”. Tim was still working
away on his masterpiece, and everyone else was looking around and smiling,
finished with their writings, and amused by our group’s lack of punctuality. I
wrote a few more paragraphs, but left the peak with a fairly small piece of
writing and imprints of Sentinel’s rocks pressed into my legs. While I wish I
had remained awake to describe my deepest feelings about the incredible place,
now I can assuredly say I fell asleep on a pile of rocks at 6,000 feet after
eating mound of tortellini.
Our group left Sentinel feeling wonderful. We all chatted together back down the steep, confusing trail to Hayden pass and then into the meadows below.
Emi reflects atop Sentinel with Thousand Acre Meadows Below |
“As I sat
there on the rock I realized that, in spite of the closeness of civilization
and the changes that hemmed it in, this remnant of the old wilderness would
speak to me of silence and solitude, of belonging and wonder and beauty. Though
the point was only a small part of the vastness, from it I could survey the
whole. While it would be mine for only a short time, this would grow into my
life and into the lives of all who shared it with me.”
—Sigurd Olson, Listening Point, 1958
Our group left Sentinel feeling wonderful. We all chatted together back down the steep, confusing trail to Hayden pass and then into the meadows below.
At the bottom of Hayden Pass, we filled water bottles in a small stream, two miles from camp. Tim then proposed an idea to the group. He said there was
a beautiful place called Thousand Acre Meadows a few miles away, and that if
anyone had the energy or desire, we could take an extra hike to check it out.
The hike would be completely off-trail, and while Tim was a bit hesitant about
going due to how late we’d be returning to camp, said he wouldn’t regret taking
the extra trip. The group’s universally fatigued legs and sore bodies drove no
one to speak at first, but then Emi piped up, showing some interest. I thought
back to earlier in the day, when Tim said we were 20 miles from any road, and
realized I wouldn’t be back to this place for a long time. I thought to myself:
if I’m all the way out here, I might as well keep going a little farther.
Emi and Kate hike off-trail with Tim toward Thousand Acre Meadows. The "needlepoint" of Sentinel is in the background |
It was lovely hiking with Emi and Tim. Tim told us about
some of his life-changing adventures in Guatemala and Nepal, and also opened up
about balancing family life with his love for the mountains. I’ve been having
an incredible time here and feel so at peace, but I’ve definitely started to
miss my friends and family, too. I love the feeling of being alone with the
wilderness because it refreshes and recharges me, but frankly, I’m a social
creature, and I wish I could share this wilderness with those I love most.
After walking for a few miles, we peered beyond a ridge
covered in snow and could see the meadow. Covered by lush, green grasses,
sparkling alpine ponds, and networks of interlaced streams that resembled
spider webs, Thousand Acre Meadows was a scene too beautiful, too pristine, and
too exquisite for eyes. It was almost overwhelming; like I couldn’t process the
scene and didn’t have the vocabulary to describe it.
Thousand Acre Meadows |
I still can’t believe the place is real.
As Emi, Tim, and I descended into the valley below, we
separated and explored the meadows in solitude. Without another human in sight,
I felt like the only person in existence. I observed the curves of the rolling
hills, the energetic tadpoles in the ponds, and the edges of the streams coated
in thick, fluorescent moss. Each stream was skinny and small, but the
cumulative sound of moving water from each of the hundreds of streams echoed
throughout the entire basin.
I continued to feel like I was in a dream. I thought to
myself, “when I was atop Sentinel peak on that needlepoint, I MUST have fallen
to my death, gone to heaven, and ended up here. No place on earth can possibly
look this divine. It has to be a place for the gods”.
I saw Emi coming over the hill with Tim not far behind
her, and we all met together to create a route back to camp. We used Tim’s
altimeter and referenced Sentinel peak in the background in an attempt to get
us back to the trail leading to Dose Meadows.
Kate, Emi, and their Silver Fir Friend |
As we arrived in camp, Tim said to Emi and I, “You two
are hardcore”. Coming from Mr. Ice Worm himself, it meant a lot.
We proceeded to grab our dinner; mine was Phad Thai. Then
we launched into Hailee’s discussion about wilderness and mental health.
Everyone on the trip realized quickly that wilderness has amazing power to
revitalize us. Wilderness offers renewal and it allows us to escape the
monotony of our daily lives, and with this perspective, we all contributed to
Hailee’s interesting discussion.
“The
most glorious value of the wilderness is that in it a person may be completely
disassociated from the mechanical and dated age of the twentieth century, and
bury himself in the timeless oblivion of nature. Its enjoyment depends on a
very delicate psychological adjustment . . . You have got to be immersed in a
region where you know that mechanization is really absent, and where you are
thrown entirely on the glorious necessity of depending on your own powers.”
—Bob Marshall, “The Wilderness on Trial,” Outdoor America, March 1938
Avalanche Lilies Proven to improve mental health |
In general, nature has been shown to lower stress, and
those who have access to nature have been shown to recover faster in hospitals,
have fewer mental health issues, perform better in school, and display less
violent behavior.
In one study, scientists hooked up participants to
portable EEGs and observed brain activity levels while solving problems in
different environments. Some participants were in urban environments like labs
or parking lots, and others had been backpacking for three days (3 being a magic number in which significant benefits accrue) wilderness.
The people who had been backpacking performed 50% better on creative problem-solving
tasks, and their EEG readings showed less energy output. The scientists
hypothesized that being in nature allows the prefrontal cortex to rest, so when
solving problems, less brain activity is needed.
Other studies reported that living closer to green spaces
reduced mental distress. In England, those living in such areas reported lower
rates of depression, and in the Netherlands, a study found that incidence rates
of 15 diseases —including depression, anxiety, heart disease, diabetes, asthma,
and migraines—were reduced for people living within a ½ mile of green space. Lower
stress hormone levels have also been correlated to living close to green spaces.
In certain countries like Finland and South Korea,
doctors have considered these findings, and have even started to prescribe
nature instead of medication for conditions like anxiety, stress, and
depression. While these systems could have a hard time becoming reputable, we
all discussed that there’s huge potential with the idea.
It was interesting to hold this discussion after being in
wilderness for six days. Each of us felt we could relate to the findings, and
we all could bring in personal experiences pertinent to the research. In the
week spent in wilderness, our disconnection from technology, industry, and
urban life gave all of us peace and tranquility, less stress, and clearer
minds.
After talking about the importance of wilderness for
mental health, Hailee proposed that creating more accessible natural areas in
urban environments could dramatically help people’s mental health. Our lives
are busy, and it can be difficult to completely escape to wilderness to
recharge. Sometimes, we need natural places close to our homes in order to gain
a sense of peace, even if they’re not completely “wilderness”. While nothing
replaces the type rejuvenating experience we had in the Olympic National Park,
escapes to Anthropogenic natural environments could definitely do people
wonders too.
“Wilderness is an opportunity for discovery
or renewal of something already within us. You might call it an aloneness, a
detachment from normal cares and responsibilities, or a renewed feeling of
one’s place”
—USDA Forest Service, National Forest Wilderness and Primitive Areas, 1973
With darkness and setting in, we all retired to our
tents. My body was utterly exhausted, and I’m pretty sure my eyelids shut
before I hit the pillow. What a dream of a day.
Final
Reflection:
The nine-day journey was one of the most incredible
experiences of my life. I’ve never felt so at peace, so in-tune with my self
and my surroundings, and so appreciative for what I have.
There were moments throughout the trip I couldn’t believe
were real. When I was slowly walking through 1000 Acre Meadows, soaking in
every twist of the streams, every curve of the rolling hills, and every sparkle
reflecting from the alpine lakes, I couldn’t help but gasp. How can something
be so beautiful? So organic and breathtaking? Very few eyes have seen that
dreamlike landscape, and and I feel lucky to be among those who have experienced
such sights.
One of my favorite moments from the course was the moment
when I first walked into Dosewallips Meadows. The smells from the Columbines,
Avalanche Lillies, Indian Paintbrushes, Sitka Valerians, Tiger Lilies and
crisp, alpine air drifted into my nostrils. I closed my eyes and took deep
breaths through my nose, taking in every scent. While I breathed the clean,
wildflower air, I immediately knew I’d miss it once I returned to civilization.
I feel extremely lucky to have been in the company of
Tim, Kramer, and every bright, fun student. Going backpacking for nine days
with friends is one thing, but being able to backpack while learning from some
of the most intelligent, experienced, and interesting people is a completely
different (and incredible) thing. Each day was filled with discussions about
ecology, botany, natural history, wilderness philosophy, and current issues in
nature, and we were constantly learning new things. I particularly enjoyed
“Timming”, and spontaneously stopping to nerd-out over Pacific Northwest
species. Very few people get such an educational opportunity while backpacking,
and I feel fortunate to have had the experience.
While the adventure was unexplainably incredible, there
were definitely some challenges. During our first few days in wilderness, my
pack felt brutally heavy. With every step I took, it seemed as though my pack
was biting at my hips (sore from an earlier bike crash) and hammering down on
my shoulders.
Challenges weren’t restricted to heavy packs in the
wilderness, though. Once I came back to my home, readjusting was more difficult
than I thought. After feeling so peaceful and recharged in the wilderness, I
felt a bit overwhelmed by the speed and stimulation of city life. For example,
the morning after returning home, I arrived to the pool where I work as a
lifeguard, and felt engulfed by the noise and chaos of the scene. Small,
energetic children raced in and out of the pool grounds, parents laughed and
gossiped with one and other, and guards filled the office while smearing on
sunscreen, selling candy, and preparing for a morning of swim lessons. After
such a peaceful trip, I don’t think I was ready for that kind of pace, and
didn’t know how to react at first.
The morning at the pool completely contrasted the serene
mornings in the Olympic National Park. Every morning in the park was
accompanied with quiet, and peace, and after feeling so relaxed for nine days,
it was shocking to come back to my normal lifestyle. While I knew I’d quickly
readjust to urban life, I loved knowing I could also return to wilderness to
recharge if I needed it. If I ever feel overly stressed, I know I can easily
become relaxed by going back into wilderness.
Being in wilderness for nine days made me feel extremely
connected to the Earth. More than ever, I felt like part of a system instead of
a human going through the routines of life. Instead of feeling like the
primary, dominant species, it seemed like I was part of a larger ecosystem, no
different than any other organism. Frankly, every species evolved from the same
ancestor, and none of us are better or more important than another.
I also realized during the trip that wilderness allows
people to connect amazingly well. When people are in wilderness together
without technology, social media, and other distractions, they become friends
faster than in any other environment. During the trip, everyone became so close
so quickly. I know I’m really going to miss Madeline “Badboy” Kernan, Emi
“Granola” Schwartz, Tim “Ice Worm” Billo, Maddy “Tough Mudder” Smith, Kramer
“Cranberry” Canup, Kelly “The Secret Weapon” Bounxayavong, Jacob “Winnie”
Wessel, Minji “Mama” Jung, Lucas “Goat” Thompson, Abby “Chupacabra” von Hagel,
and all of our adventures.